What's going on?

Since this will no doubt become my sounding board for all things Kelly, I might as well start now. So dominoes was fun... I was doing well after the 2nd round, after which point I left. I then went to the top secret GIV party for about 2 hours. SO fun. I love GIV, I don't know what I will do without it next year. I learned a lot from Chad... he totally has a lot of the same opinions I do on stuff and it was cool to learn that, because I think I'm a very odd Christian in that a lot of stuff annoys me (like Christians who are all uber-fake), and he agreed with that. YAY. Then I came home and talked to Doug for a while, and no doubt royally pissed him off. Why am I so afraid of commitment? I pretend not to be, but when it comes down to it, I'm SO afraid of commitment. It's like I want to find any detail of our relationship to ruin because I can't stand the perfection. And I'm sorry of I'm giving too much information in this blog... no one's forcing you to read it. I will try not to make it all about Doug, but I'm writing about my day and this is the end of my day. Yeah, I'm going to bed now.